Sunday 29 January 2012

Forever alone

every once in a time, this feel of loneliness comes to me...
no matter what i do, i cant just get rid of it...
even when i look at your picture, read back our massages, it doesn't heal any of it...
i know i can't see you, i know i won't be able to talk to you...
as for your heart already taken by another guy...
i have fail to protect your heart from other guys, 
to let him steal it and making it his...
i have fail also to steal it back from the guys.......
and i know, i'm a loser whose can't even speak a correct word...
but you know what, that is what i am and i can't change it like nut and bolt..
i'm a different person when I'm texting but in person, 
I'm just a nerd who know nothing...
unable to show neither my true feeling nor my true self...
always trying to be someone who i'm not...
try to be cool and jackass as the other guys, 
but it still unable to get you like the other guys...
now, no matter what I say, 
it just seem like i'm a stupid person trying to woe you back...
but this is myself, and i know it isn't much...
but maybe, just maybe there will be someone who can accept me for who i am...